Adamite - Open Book

As I sit and I struggle to write new chapters
Knowing the live I was living was a natural disaster
Sitting on my parents couch with dreams of being a rapper
But lacking the drive to get off my ass to make it happen
Noone even knew that I wanted to make it rapping
To afraid of being judged
And afraid of all the laughing
Behind my back the one that each and every
Person was stabbing
Peer pressure is not only life wrenching but also life
Grabbing
And I say that because I was a fighting victim
Its the sole reason why my
Music has stayed unwritten
For so long along without any dedicated
Attention
2 years after I started and Open Book was still missing
It was my invention a mixtape in which I envisioned
But how could the world
Listen to something that hadnt been written
And how could they mention a cd
That they wernt gettin
How could they tap from submission from this lyrical
Technician
And thats when it set in that the time was now
So I decided to stand up off
Of that damn couch
And finish this cd which is important to me
Here I am presenting open book
Feel free to take a read

{Chorus:Adamite}
So here I am, an open book
Feel free to take a read, simply put
Just keep reading, while I keep writing
As I become one of the best of all
Time and
Keep flipping, through the next chapters
Because whats to come, will be my
Finest hours
So keep reading, as I keep believing
Time to make this real, no more
Dreaming

{Verse 2:Adamite}
Was always told not to judge a book by its cover
You dont know what lies
Within the pages or the struggle
They went through to show you everything
Thats made them crumble
Show you every piece of their own personal puzzle
Honestly though this rap shit it makes me nervous
And I know that shit has to
Show within my surface
Of who I am as a person, But I have got to
Change
Otherwise theres no way I'm gunna make it within the game
Ive got to stop being shy, show you people what lies
Behind these eyes, with
The sacrifice of the tears that I have cried
This is life, Im welcoming you
Into mine, finally got the courage
And now its time to be the lion, finally got the strength, finally got the power
Now time to let you listen to
The beats in which I devour
Because ive been a coward, with a lack of will power
Time to wash the sins
Off man, wheres the showers
{Chorus}
So here I am, an open book
Feel free to take a read, simply
Put
Just keep reading, while I keep writing
As I become one of the best of
All time and
Keep flipping, through the next chapters
Because whats to
Come, will be my finest hours
So keep reading, as I keep believing
Time to
Make this real, no more dreaming

{Verse 3:Adamite}
I look up to my parents for inspiration, they are a pure demonstration
In what kind of world a kid should be raised
In, I say this showing
Them both appreciation, every day of my life they have
Been amazing

And I know for a fact that I rap because of them
They have been telling me to
Chase my dreams since I was a kid
And I'm glad that I did what they said to do in the end
Because otherwise I
Wouldn't be ready to admit
That I have a past that im not to fond of
My
Future will be brighter that shit is a promise
Its scary my music being heard by complete strangers
Knowing everything about all of my triles and tribulations
But I
Have got to gain patience, and get use to it
Or I'll get chewed up and spit
Out cuz noone moves to it
And I say that because its career suicide
To not let your fans stand by your side and take them for the ride

{Chorus}
So here I am, an open book
Feel free to take a read, simply
Put
Just keep reading, while I keep writing
As I become one of the best of
All time and
Keep flipping, through the next chapters
Because whats to
Come, will be my finest hours
So keep reading, as I keep believing
Time to
Make this real, no more dreaming

{Chorus}
So here I am, an open book
Feel free to take a read, simply
Put
Just keep reading, while I keep writing
As I become one of the best of
All time and
Keep flipping, through the next chapters
Because whats to
Come, will be my finest hours
So keep reading, as I keep believing
Time to
Make this real, no more dreaming