Dead Horse - Reach Around

it's back again
i've held it down for so long
i can't control these feelings
somethings gone
terribly wrong
in a weakened moment
i broke your sacred trust
but now it's over
the scars i have caused from lust
(i'm the one to blame)
sometimes, i felt the
need to kill
all before me turned red
tormented, pushed beyond my will
twisting the knife
in my head
discordance burns inside of me
years i've wasted
on apologies

the weight of the world is
breaking my back
and sometimes i snap

the weight of the world is
crushing my back
and sometimes i snap