Joan As Policewoman - Holiday

little did I know
you're my holiday
the place where I escape
to forget about how I don't see you enough

to displace the rage
defuse the urge
to throw it all away
and become your slave

I'll take you holiday
let's go holiday

this is not a dark thought, not from one who needs constant reassurance
you give me the sword an the power
to slay who I like
and to be who I like

and I will be the one for you, holiday
yes I will be the one for you, holiday

where do the arrows point?
to my holiday
where do I feel the sun
in my holiday
where does my hoeart