Otep - Jonestown Tea

And i remember him fucking me.
And i remember liking it i didn't know any better,
And i remember the smell, and the pain, & the shame
And i remember being afraid and thinking everyday
Every single day that it was my fault...
Oh but what happened to that little girl,
Who used to dream of one day ruling the world,
Who used to draw pretty pictures in my room
Beneath the moon-destroying to create-softly praying to god,
What do i do now? what do i do now?
As i secretly masturbate...
But then i'd hear his hooves coming down the floor
A bible in his hand...
Softly opening my door and he'd say... daughter!
The day of your attonement is due!
Well there's 3 million sinners out there...
And that includes you!
No daddy don't! no daddy don't!
Leave me aloooooooooooone!!
No, i don't want to be free!
So take your dick out of me!
Please take your dick out of me!
I'm bleeding-its not fair-u see,
There's this little place i like to go,
I like to run and hide-deep inside,
Where all the nightmares are real,
And all the monsters, all the monsters come alive,oh!
But the things i've seen in soft,
Soft visions & terrifying prophecies,
Like serpents on the take & gods coming in all sizes and shapes
And nothing seems fulfilling anymore
Well your temples are swollen in deceit
And the body of your missionary-he's rotting...
Rotting in defeat mama?
Mama!!! Are the aliens coming to take us away? [mama?]
Is armageddon gonna happen again today?

Look what he did to me!!
Why did you do it to me?
How could you do it to me!!
Why did you do it to me?

I will not cry-i will not cry
I prefer to die!!!
Than live-this life-of lies!!!
Lies... lies... lies... lies... lies... lies... lies... lies...
Kill what u can-challenge everything
Vengeance is mine. hey...
I'm sorry baby...please come back inside...
We can laugh a little... & live & die
No..wait! see, i got this hot pot of jonestown tea
And its been brewing for u & me oh,
It only takes one sip come one baby
Surrender your lips & i can take u...
Someplace nice...
I can take u...
Someplace nice!
Breed my disease be my disease...
Breed my disease, be my disease...
And vengeance will be mine its closer than u think...
So i entered his room at 32 past noon
And with my little ritual knife...
I cut out his tounge & liberated his wife
And she loved me for it other world women,
Well, thats what she called me [destroyer]
The one who sets you free [cum & drink with me]
We all die like cartoons,
Surrender your children,
Kids like to kill, lies...