Utopia - If I Have To Be Alone (Up Against It version)

If I have to be alone
Then I should make my mind serene
After all you're born alone, you die alone
You might as well spend every moment in between alone

But if I have to be alone
Then it will be on my own terms
I can never talk about it, ever show it

Even though the world is watching while I squirm alone

And your bleeding heart friends say, "Isn't it sad?"
Then they go make love
While you go insane. Insane! It drives you mad! Mad!

My mind, I love my mind
And if no one can feel the same
I'm a computer with a name
And I've got no one else to blame
If I have to be alone

And if nobody understands
That special creature that is me
And if they fail to see the me I see
Then no one else knows truly what it means
To be alone