A Sight For Sewn Eyes - Uncommonsense

Why does it seem like your always holding me back
Fingernails bit so short
I can tell that I'm losing sleep and I'm losing me
Life is to short to take the easy way for everything
One to many times I've had to hold my tongue
I'm fighting an impulse
I have missed to many chances to take any chances
I want to say I've lived my life
This comes as no surprise, I've been safe
I've been mild, I know I wasted much of my time
Now I have no limits
I will stay this way till I die
Now I've been carrying this weight
On my shoulders Its crippled my spine
Well you can't help me
I need to do this for my self
My conscience can't take it
Ill make up for all those things I've lacked
Ill make my fears run
Ill make up for all those things I've lacked
And what's held me back
For all the time I wish I had ill make up for it
My fear of dying fear of being alone
My fear of failure your said and done
So say goodbye
I will carry on
My life is to short to take the easy way for everything