A Thousand Punches - To The Ruins

So this is what it feels like when dreams come crashing down
And the lies you spoke no longer hover out of reach
I'm walk in circles, it's nothing that you want to hear
To say that nothing's changed would be understating understatement
So much wasted time, so sick of days dreading the nights
We lost ourselves in these bright lights and cigarettes
We became our charade
I'm tired of fighting to keep off the lights
This is my most heartfelt spit in the face to every one of you
Please don't listen when I say that I care
I will stopped when you stopped watching me
Time can be healing if you just learn to wait
Every word is a knife, like walking into a cage of a thousand wolves
Pain makes tears flow but it tells you to pray
Such a fucking waste of time that's never coming back
This is the worst kind of nightmare, and I made it for myself