Aha Gazelle - I Still Remember

I be having bad dreams with time machines the only difference is that it really happened
Really I'm just talking to myself but these people gon call it rappin
Lookin in the mirror, my reflection doesn't even think that I matter
And nobody thinks that my jokes are funny, I guess that's why I'm the only one laughing
And I understand that I'm different and the way I think is prolly way backwards
To society I'm that annoying little brother, and that's word to Cory Baxter
As a little kid I had big dreams but I felt like I didn't really matter
I'm pretending like I'm really happy, maybe I would be a good actor

But they would just make fun of me so I stay quiet don't say nun
I'm so awkward at the wrong times don't hang with me because I'm not fun
I'm so alone I overthink, I sit at home and I over eat
I get bigger and I gain weight, I stay up late and I oversleep lawwwd
Nobody likes fat kids uhh, that's worse than the black kid
And whoever said words don't hurt lied, cause it feels like acid

And I feel the burn up on my soul
It really hurts but they don't know
What I feel all inside in my mind it's not clear
I wanna leave I hate it here aaaaahhhhh!

I do what I do cause I still remember
I act how I act cause I still remember
And I won't forget don't need a souvenir
I SAID I WON'T FORGET DON'T NEED A SOUVENIR!

I stunt on em cause I still remember
I get loud cause I still remember
I jump around cause I still remember
I shoulder rock cause I still remember
I'm who I am cause I still remember
I still remember I still remember
I know where I came from I can't forget, I don't need a reminder!
This ain't I told the whole world, I don't keep secrets
I know you heard don't look surprised, quite tell'n lies you just didn't believe me
But believe the hype, now they running tryna take the mic, they don't wanna see me testify
I don't smoke but I'm extra high, and I see the vision like I was born with an extra eye!
That's for people who believe in Illuminati, they like aww man they done got him
Man please John 3: 16 to sum it up God gave his only begotten
Yo, can't stand when people try to put a label on things when they spot em
Don't care if it's white teeth or gold teeth don't matter to me as long as they ain't rotten!

Hold up let me get em, I been goin for a minute, If you don't know by now then you prolly won't get it
There's really no forgetin, can't help it I remember but I guess in the end it was good I was afflicted
They holla who is it, my flow so exquisite, but I had to work I remember it wasn't
Now people listen, I got they attention, the people who hurt me ain't talking bout nothin!

For all the hatred I appreciate ya
Otherwise I wouldn't even be the same, so I have to thank ya
Without the whippins I prolly would have never made my desicions I'm finally liven
And when its all said and done being real, I forgive ya... yea

I do what I do cause I still remember
I act how I act cause I still remember
And I won't forget don't need a souvenir
I said I won't forget don't need a souvenir!

I stunt on em cause I still remember
I get loud cause I still remember
I jump around cause I still remember
I shoulder rock cause I still remember
I'm who I am cause I still remember
I still remember I still remember
I know where I came from I can't forget, I don't need a reminder!