Well I`ll sit here and convince myself it`s true.
If you keep on telling your friends that we`re through.
I`ve got nothing here but loneliness
Holes in walls and bleeding fists.
My head is pounding like a pillow, like a big black song.
Well my friends and I try to tell me you`re gone.
Won`t listen to myself or anyone.
You got on a plane and off you went.
You`re never coming back again.
I`m trying to convince myself it`s true.
Convincing myself
I`ll be just fine without you. hating every minute en üste çık
Sit down, please make yourself comfortable...
I might need some time
to dance around what I need to say,
I love you to death, I think I need a break.
I spend my days worried out loud,
I gag in my head, I choke it back down.
It hurts me inside to save your insides,
so close my lips tight, move eyes to the side.
This is the way we disappear.
It`s easy if you burnout like a star.
This is the way we disappear.
It`s easy like a fifty foot fall.
And I`m waiting, for whatever better time...
to evict these words that have rented out my mind.
And I`m hating every minute that I don`t speak out loud,
like a year laying down
like a year laying down
like a year laying down
Relax on this bed of nails, on this plastic sheet,
your blood leaves a trail right back to me.
A problem you see.
Would you please allow a moment to think?