Assuming We Survive - Too Close

I live inside a catacomb entombed with all my fears
I look over my shoulder catching up are all my years
I think I'm going crazy and my mind's not thinking clear
I wish you'd leave me tortured like I have tortured you over the years

Leave me alone I'm a walking disaster
If I were you I wouldn't get too close
You're better off if you go better stay clear
The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most

Cause it's not you it's me
I cannot make sense of the state that I'm in
I'm a wreck you agree
I'm a hazard to myself and those around

I hate to show this side of me
That no one knows I think I'm fine
But I am damaged, I'm not fine
Knowing that I have damaged you

Leave me alone I'm a walking disaster
If I were you I wouldn't get too close
You're better off if you go better stay clear
The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most Don't get to close

Lying to myself
That I don't need your help
I need attention

Lying to myself
That I don't need your help
I'm better off without it
You'll be better off without me
To my cell I go
I'm better left for dead
You're better off without me
I'll be better off without you too

Leave me alone I'm a walking disaster
If I were you I wouldn't get too close
You're better off if you go better stay clear
The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most

Why am I afraid to face the truth
I don't know I don't know why
Lately I wish I was someone else
But I'm here left to code I'm scared