Besieged - Balkanization

the balkanization of my heart
has been resurrected
with an affection that always inspires
and never grows tired
of my dark and deadly valleys
is this the end of me? I swore to never go back.
in this the finest hour a last breath of life awaits me
in this the finest hour a last breath of life awaits me
anticipation with
vomiting,
you are something I dream you are the something that I must have
truly this is the finale of my suffering
and the beginning of perpetual peace
truly this is the end,
the departure I have waited for
my last chance to see,
this perpetual peace
on this day I will learn to love again
on this day I will learn to love again
and so I am waiting to die...[x3]