Caliban - A Small Boy And A Grey Heaven

I turn inside of myself
Look back into my past
Into nothing
The best time in life
Barely present
I wish I could go back
Tell that nice little boy
To be stronger
To be brave
But I can't
Be had his chance
I burn
Scream
I despair on these thoughts of the past
I realize that I had barely lived
But just existed It's too late now
And my thoughts feed on this grief
The grief
Creates tears that burn my skin
Unable to ease the pain
I float in hoplessness
For the time is gone and the boy is a man now
The end
A beginning for everything flows and
We live to change
Live to learn
The future's still open and to be lived like
The past has been wasted
With hope in my
Heart I look forward