Coat Of Arms - Never Been Clear

Relapse! Back to the beginning again
Empathizing voices within mean to conspire
I need to find my totem
Cuz I'm in a dream deferred, and it's growing dire
Maybe I deserve disgust, deserve disdain
Cuz I found a solace and a poise
With those who feel the same
Who feel the same…

Me and all my dreads, coalesced
Fed into me so far
I barely know who represents
What were once episodes,
Takes me again and again
And I feel I've lost control
Looked for hope and found more pain
Does it make me sick, That I know feel even more in place?
What were once episodes
Takes me again and again
And I feel I've lost control

Release me

Calling out cuz there ain't a thing I can do
I was wrong cuz my conscience has never been clear
I'm finding a way I'm finding a way to
Make it out all right
I was wrong cuz my conscience has never been clear

Conscience has never been
Conscience have never been,
Clear…