E-town Concrete - So Many Nights

was like six then we aint have a pot to piss in
while most kids lives consist of shine and glisin
my was lined with mischeif..a boy flippin
devoid the times you find joy or reminisin
its like time was pissin, years was passin..i was inside
while kids was out side laughin..no time for games
they fake toy planes was crashin,while me my life was crashin
at night fist fights left my moms face smashed in
her mans blastin..threw her down a flight of stairs
alone and scared,i stared in eyes of men who didnt care
my father was never there,now im am prepared for this lifetime
thats unfair,just like my fight from the bottom to the top,
just like i had to fight for all that i got, it hurts but i still wont stop
until my casket drops.

CHORUS X2

so many nights i pray that this would just stop
just stop..just stop