Fordirelifesake - Just A Memory

I've never felt somebody watching over me. I'm on my own, I'm by myself.
Reality has never been so true to me. I won't believe you're just a memory.
Everything I look at, the painful memories. They'll always be with me.
Why can't the feelings be the same? I thought it could've been the way we
wanted it, I thought I could've been. Why can't the feelings go away?
These scars won't go away. Your love is all that I bled. These scars won't
go away. Do you feel each tear that drops from my eye? Can you feel the
pain? You'll never know what I went through, and now I'll never be the
same. Did you even look both ways? Never again can I feel this way,
because you tore my heart right out of me. I can't believe all those words
you said to me. Now I'm holding back all the shit that I got back. Too
much love could hurt someone. Sometimes I cry. The feelings, the dreams, I
cannot hide. If you were still mine, our love is scarred on me forever.
Sometimes I wish I had never gone through with all those words you said to
me. I can't go on hiding feelings this long.