My life's a symphony of tragedy
Don't know if I'm alive
Or am I dreaming
It is a symphony of agony
And hate is all I live for
Can't take it anymore
Haunted by memories from long ago
I see them with my own eyes
Yet I am blinded
Everytime I lay me down
I see it all I see the sorrow
That has been haunting me
Now I know why it feels so cold
Now I know why I can't live
When I'm awake there is no light shining inside of me
Cause I'm blinded
And when I sleep I can see everything within me
Cause I'm blinded
When I'm awake
I don't believe that I'm alive
Or am I dreaming... ..Don't wanna wake up
I don't believe that I am dead
I am alive when I am dreaming
It's all a mystery
All I see are the shadows
That surround me and they call me
Oh please forgive me
I'm so alone and I am scared
Oh please take me to the other side
And guide me to the light