Julian Lennon - Coward Till The End?

I used to be a soldier boy
'Till they shot me in the head
They made me eat their dirt
Of the living and the dead
I'm sick and tired of slaving
And shoveling their shit
And when you trust your feelings
They toss you in the pit

Yes I've been named a coward
I'm not a living friend
Yes I've been named a coward
A coward 'till the end

You seem so apprehensive
You question my beliefs Seems life is so expensive
Ends are hard to meet
You make me feel offensive
In ev'ry move I make
I'm always up against the wall
And it's just too much to take

Yes I've been named a coward
I'm not a living friend
Yes I've been named a coward
A coward 'till the end
Whoa Whoa oh oh

Why am I to blame
Why am I put up on trial
When it's you who should be questioned