Kingmaker - The Mask

This is not a fucking cry for help.
I'm just trying to explain myself.
My heart is racing at a dangerous speed.
I tried to save you one million times,
It was just a waste of my fucking life.
I didn't think to save my fucking self.
I didn't think that I could feel inside,
A sweeping loss of my fucking pride
I didn't know this was inside of me.
How could I have known that I could feel this way
Not a single ounce of pride is left inside of me.
I don't know what fucking bothers me more
The anger I feel, or the way that I adore it.
If you don't need me,
Then I don't need myself.
And we can both fucking burn in hell.
Fuck you for not needing me When I fucking needed you
Fuck me for not needing you
When you fucking needed me
Now that I lost my disguise,
I see a blur in my eyes,
I've let myself get the best of me
Now that I lost my disguise,
I see a blur in my eyes,
I can no longer fucking see.
I'm not insane, but I am fucking insane
You should have seen the look in my eye.
I'm not insane, but I am fucking insane
You never should have spoken to me.
Your biggest mistake,
Was knowing me
My biggest mistake,
Was being me.