Merauder - Dead End Path

Look into my life`s past for what has become
My adolescent future is over and down
I asked for a life of both pleasure and pain
All this I`ve lost in the fight in which I`ve never ever gained

I`ve been led down a dead end path
exposed and alone
how long can this last, I think to myself, will it ever fold

now I try, I`m trying to be more of a man
I want to hold my hand a dream I won`t disband
the life which I asked for of both pleasure and pain
I`d give it all up just to fulfil one of my life`s dreams

I`ve been led down a dead end path
exposed and alone
how long can this last, I think to myself, will it ever fold