Otep - My Confession

My confession

Because i'm diluted
&
Perfectly flawed

I shall
Live by passion
&
Not by law

And i'm
Insecure
I need aggression

To
Feed the spiders
Of perception

And i'm
Supposed to be strong
& have
All the answers

A
Cannibal
In the
New church of cancer

But i'm
Nothing special
I'm not unique

I have
Many secrets
& i
Eat the weak

And i'm
At an end

I'm at an end

And there's
No way out!!


I need to find my sanctuary
Someplace safe
Gotta get this outta me
This is my escape

And i
Think about it
All the time

I'm
Volatile
&
Afraid to cry

But i'm
Still not comfortable
In my skin
And the
Anesthetics slowly
Wearing thin

& i
Need to talk to
Someone new

I need a different
Latitude

& i'm
In this void

All alone!
Feeling needy

Hungry to grow

But i'm
Suffocating
Can't come down

And .... no ....
There's no way out!!!


I need to find my sanctuary
Someplace safe
Gotta get this outta me!
This is my escape!!!

All i see is sadness
All i see is sadness
What's left?

This will teach them.
This will teach them,

You've got to
Push.
Push.
Push
Your way out!!!

Follow me!
Follow me!
This is your way out!!

You are not alone

This is where i hide my power
This is where i become free
This is where i take control
And slowly choke your fantasies

I want to know my day is coming
See my enemies be punished
Shed my skin again
This will be my best revenge!!

Shed my skin again
This will be my best revenge!