Radical Noise - Only Silence Remains

Sounds... so far away to me

İ must exist in a nonexisting color
How can i give what''s left over from me

Even i can''t breathe
Even a breeze can erase me
İn every image becoming clearer, i get cloudy

İ can''t get angry neither to myself nor to the sun,
Than never keeps me warm.
İ scream without a break to raise my silence
Roar with laughter
Just to feel the sadness after
Strong as hate
Light as a dew

Farewell... i miss to be a newborn one
Those are the first seconds of infinite fall

Beginning... i want the dirt and it''s worms
To be my dress, to breathe truly
Am i in a dream that i couldn''t dream?
Or in a resurrection that never realized