Started out trying to fake a smile
Disillusioned, I'm in denial
There's something missing cuz I don't feel a thing
I'm desensitized
You can't fake this and
I can't take anymore
I'm not so dumb I can ignore
Anymore
All this confusion is running deep inside my head
How much longer can I keep this up before I end up dead?
I can't believe that it could come to this
It's only feelings so I can't resist
I'm falling deeper to denial
Still I'm trying to believe in something