The Obsessed - Bardo

Two roads before me that I run between-
Wish I could tell you exactly what I mean.
I've flown through valleys-maybe in my mind-
But I saw the lifeless body that I'd left behind.
Two voices screaming and one will never die.
Did I cross the line too soon when I learned to fly?
Can't forget the meaning-God only knows I've tried.
How can I keep on living when I've already died?
You can't see through the wall you're running into-
You can't tell me I've gone insane.
You won't find me, I locked the doors behind me.
You can't help me-
You'll never understand this pain.