Trepalium - Pulsion

You shall be afraid
When you realize
That if I smile
It's because I'm nothing
(Just) (but) (and)...pain
...I'm someone different!
Unique, I'm the character
The illusion, the smell, the scent
Which you deny to see
I am always after
The last limits of morality

Everything is lost beforehand anyways...
For nothing will be better tomorrow
I'm a fucking psycho
But I will be crazy
I'm a fucking sickhead
But I will be insane

I want to desire more
And this obsession makes me fear Kiss me, leak me, leak my perversion
With a good scent of aggression

Empty mind, my heart filled with
Regrets and memories
I must progress and evolve
Now my only law...
To be the destroyer
Now call me... ...Into my obsession

I listen but I don't understand
Hope, but nothing in my hands
Words of consolation feel like plain bullshit
Just one truth.....
For a worm I will be the meat

Beyond the horizons of the mind
I build my life with the dead
Everything is lost beforehand
I would have never succeeded anyways